I'm trying to grow good habits. Mostly in my spiritual and physical areas. I'm wanting this blog to be my own personal journal of this growth and will share what I'm doing to do better for myself and others. There will be ramblings, 'cause that's what I do.
Saturday, January 08, 2011
Motivation...or the lack of
Friday, April 30, 2010
I'm Trying
Monday, April 05, 2010
Why?
Thursday, March 18, 2010
An update, sorta
Monday, December 07, 2009
25 Things You Had No Desire to Know
Carmen from Mom to the Screaming Masses
had this and I thought I would do it too as I'm home from work about 8 hours early and will do about anything at the moment rather then the necessary housecleaning I ought to be doing.
2. Where was your first kiss? I think Skateland....most likely Skateland, at one of those all night skates.
3. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else’s property? Nope I'm too afraid of getting in trouble to have even considered doing that
4. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? Yes but only in play.
5. Have you ever sung in front of a large number of people? Only in elementary school during Christmas programs in a group with other kids singing as well. I get stage fright too bad to do any solo.
6. What’s the first thing you notice about your preferred sex? The entire package...then their smile...ooo and arms, I love well defined biceps.
7. What really turns you off? rudeness, lack of empathy, lack of courtesy
8. What do you order at Starbucks? Well I don't go to Starbucks often...paying 5.00 for a cup of coffee throws me off. When I do go it's usually a Frappucino. I went last week with a friend and had a Caramel Brulee Latte that was mmm so good.
9. What is your biggest mistake? No real big mistakes come to mind...lots of smaller ones I wish I would of done differently.
10. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? Nope only accidentally.
11. Say something totally random about yourself. I can still do a backbend :)
12. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? Nope.
13. Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows? Only if the kiddies force me too. It's terrifying when they get out the duct tape and bungee cords (yes bungee cords so if I try to escape I'm slammed back where I was...I've bore demon spawn I swear). I try to run and hide but being so unfairly outnumbered they always find me (they may be demon spawn but they are very clever demon spawn).
14. Did you have braces? nope
15. Are you comfortable with your height? Now, yes. When I was a teenager I wanted to be shorter.
16. What is the most romantic thing someone of the preferred sex has done for you? Made dinner, cleaned house, let me go and take a nap when i'm tired or not feeling well( and I tell him to wake me up in 30 minutes and he lets me sleep for two hours), being my rock. My hubby tries with little things and it's the little things that count.
17. When do you know it’s love? When you can screw up royally, and there is still hugs and kisses and forgiveness. (Not my answer, but I like Headless Mom's!)<---I have to agree with this one
18. Do you speak any other languages? took 3 years of Spanish in High school. I can ask you what your name is, say hi/bye, count to thirty (after that it gets a bit rusty), and say the names of a very few objects. Other then that it's American English all the way.
19. Have you ever been to tanning salon? Nope and never plan on going. I've seen women who go and they seem to age so fast. I'd rather keep my face as wrinkle free as I can as long as possible. I have no want to have skin like leather.
20. Have you ever ridden in a limo? Yes, my uncle treated me to a limo ride one year.
21. What’s something that really annoys you? People who don't pick up after themselves
22. What’s something you really like? Reading
23. Can you dance? Nope but I pretend I can when no one is home, lol.
24. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?Nope
25. Tag 5 people! Everyone who wants it!Monday, August 03, 2009
Summer's over
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
July 21, 2009
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Tomorrows Horoscope and Contemplating
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
In other news, I'm a finalist in a contest. A while back I entered a contest for a 100.00 Home Depot gift certificate to go towards completing or starting a garden/yard project. I found out this week I was chosen, by random, as a finalist. So if anyone reading this would please, pretty please click on this link and vote for me I would greatly appreciate it. I'm in second place at the moment down by 2 votes and have till the 13th of July. Here's the link http://www.thisgardenisillegal.com/2009/06/home-depot-entry-1-a-bog-garden-of-my-own.html
Thursday, June 18, 2009
...it just goes on and on my friend...
Monday, June 01, 2009
It's been awhile
Next they fired two people at work so I got the call asking if I could pick up some extra days. Well of course I said, like a dummy, thinking of how my first paycheck in June will look. This cut into time for getting the house in order for mom. My dear hubby would pick up here and there but he got a cold (of which I now have, thank you love of my life) and since he was sick he didn't feel like cleaning and said if I started cleaning he would help when he got home from work(hmmm haven't we all heard those words or something similar a million times, lol). Since I'm the last minute queen I started cleaning Wednesday night and Thursday morning and waking up at 4:30am Friday morning so I could clean before work. Mom was to get here sometime Friday. I got a chunk of laundry done the living room clean (including the carpet which looked so nice) the dining room and the kitchen done. Had the kids scrub their bathroom. So I guess it wasn't too, too bad since the only thing Mom had the kids do was fold and put up the mountain of laundry that was piled on the couch.
Then on Saturday we went downtown to the Memphis Farmers Market, then over to
Chucalissa Indian Mounds. Then we split, girls and my nephew went one way and the guys another. Us girls went to Goodwill then drove all the way out to the factory outlet mall to find it's practically closed. Since my sister wanted to buy clothes for her son I decided we would take a look at Burlington Coat Factory. I wished I would of had some money when we went there. I swear I'm going to save money all summer so I can go back-to-school shopping there.
Okay, then Saturday night we had bbq and cake and ice cream for Mom's 50th birthday. On Sunday we went to Lowes so mom could get some jasmine vines and we went over to the new bookstore in town. Then Mom and them left and my two oldest went with them for three weeks.
That pretty much wraps up the month, well I was also busy leveling up my new WoW toons, characters, whatever-you-want-to-call them. I'm up to 40 on my tauren druid now, yeah. I've also got an 11 undead warlock, and a 5? human priest(lol, my bil doesn't like that I made an alliance one...he says alliance sucks). Anyway gotta go and eat some breakfast and study for a test today. Summer semester has started and my A &P instructor has made a test for the second day of classes. Fun, Fun.
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
I have cool kids
I don't know what brought this up...well I do. I was driving home from class and Hells Bells came on the radio and it reminded me of when my oldest was four or five. His favorite movie as Little Nicky(which now I don't allow him to watch because he had gotten where he would talk like Adam Sandler did in the movie all the time and it got to be a little disturbing) and he would sing Hells Bells and Rock You Like a Hurricane all the time.
Now my kids love to listen to AC/DC, Metallica, Godsmack, Rob Zombie...the harder the rock the better and on lighter days they like Beastie Boys. My daughter now, she does tend to lean towards the teen pop type of musice...but she just has to be different from the rest of us. It's okay different is good. That's why they make mp3 players and headsets.
I have to remember all this for when my nerves are stretched so tight you could bounce a quarter off of them and I've heard "Moooooommmmmm!! So and so did...!!!" for the umpteenth time and the beer in the fridge is looking like manna from heaven(and I don't really like beer) and I totally deserve an Arbor Mist.
Lets here it for cool kids...mine may not win popularity contests in school but at home they are the greatest kids ever.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Plans for the week
Tomorrow is pretty easy I just have to take and pick up a check at the college and then I plan on getting my hair cut. I'll post pictures...maybe. Wednesday is just classes, Thursday work, Friday just classes. I also have to call the propane company today so that we don't run out. I don't like cold showers. Well it looks like once I get through today the rest of the week will be easy.
Poor kiddies have TCAP testing this week. All but my youngest son...1st graders don't take the test. I hate standardized testing, mostly because my oldest, who is a bright child, always scores less then what he should on the stupid tests. So this puts him in lower classes then what he should be in. I think he has some test anxiety...I know he does. They shouldn't base how well and how much a child is learning on a stupid end-of-the-year standardized test. Bad thing is, is after this week...for the last month of school...they will basically do nothing. The teachers quit teaching and pretty much just become babysitters for the last month. Because they teach to the test and when the test is over they are done. Frustrating. So I will be setting up some extra work at home for the kids. ;)
Friday, February 06, 2009
Zero Hour
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
What a week it'll be
Monday, January 12, 2009
Back to School This Week
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Drama, Drama Everywhere and Not a Care to Spare
Thursday, August 21, 2008
My To Do List
Here's what I would like to get done:
- Clean den
- Clean kitchen ('cause I know I have countertops in there somewhere)
- Clean off desk (so that I can put the top part on well top)
- Catch up laundry (including going through the kiddies clothes and getting rid of too small, too stained or just plain too ugly to wear to school clothes)
- Clean living room (may just let the kids do this one)
- Dig out woodworking/burning stuff and finish one or two
- Watch movie that I borrowed from coworker last week
- Clean my bedroom
- Bake something
- Have Ed McMahon show up with a million dollar check (shoot a 10,000 dollar check would work as well)
So far today I have finished...let's see...umm... nada, nothing, not a dang damn thing. I'm always so lazy on the first day when I have two days off. Then when the second day is a payday I end up spending half the day running around doing errands and usually there's a meeting to attend at work. If you see my house you'd agree that I really, really need to break this habit. In which Hubby has been doing as well. We both work a minimum of 40hrs a week and just get plain wore out. Kiddies are at school just as long and don't want to do much on their days off either. So we leave and go fishing, driving around, shopping anything to avoid the housework. It's a bad habit. I think I'll try to break it, but don't have no promises that I'll actually do it. I think I'll put the roast I have thawing out in the oven, start the movie and dig out my wood stuff. If I'm feeling real ambitious I could start a load of laundry...don't know about finishing it though.
Sunday, August 03, 2008
I Need a Vacation
I need a vacation from my life
Don't even get me started on Saturday's
"OH" I need a vacation from my life
Oh, I need a vacation from my life
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Just Checking In
I'm still waiting on a letter from Baptist College of Health Sciences...they said they were sending them out this week. Well, it's Saturday dammit where's mine. I'm hoping and wishing I get a good letter. I'm telling everyone I know to be thinking of me that I get in (that includes everyone reading this blog ;) . I'll be a good nurse, I just have to get through college. To do that I have to get accepted into a nursing program.
Let's see what else...I've not rode my bike to work yet. I still need more practice riding time to strengthen my legs and learn to use the gears to my advantage when going up hills. I figure when I can make it to the top of my driveway with out having to get off and push the bike the last couple of feet then I'll be good to go. I have a fairly steep driveway and if I can do that I can make the hills on the highway 'cause they have more of a slope to them. I need to get confident enough to coast down my driveway without using the brakes without feeling like I'm going to crash, lol. If my kiddies and the neighborhood kids can do it then I should be able to. But then again I'm not a reckless, living-only-for-myself, child anymore (I shudder at the thought of things I did as a kid...I'm lucky to of made it to adulthood). I know if I fall off my bike it's going to hurt and I don't like to hurt. My excuse is my bike is taller then theirs and I've got father to fall so I ride my brakes going down hill even though I should be OK if I let them up 'cause the smaller hill at the bottom of my driveway will slow me down before I reach the street. I'll get there I'm nothing if not stubborn and I've got to prove to hubby I can do this. He's already thinking my bike is something I bought that I'll never really use (kinda like the home gym that's in pieces in the closet we bought last year, but if he would just help me get it put together it would get used but nooo I've got to do it all by myself...makes me feel like the hen in The Little Red Hen).
I guess that's about it up till now so I wish everyone reading this a blessed weekend.