Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow

Okay so not really. I like the look of snow but not the cold weather. The reason I decided that as a title for this post is because I had a dream last night that it was about 80 degrees one day and we went to bed and woke up and it was snowing. It cause my tomatoes that are still green to get mushy and the bottoms to turn black. Well I told my mom about this and she said it could happen. I was like not here. Also, in my dream, the snow was sticking. It was about 2 in thick and on the ground the bushes, trees and everything. Well if you know a little wee bit about weather you know there is no way that snow is going to stick on the ground if it was 80 degrees the day before. Its not likely it's gonna snow. Now I have seen it be 80s one week and 30s the next and then snow (that's Missouri Ozark weather for ya, don't see that much down here in Memphis).
But anywho, I decided to see if I could not find out what my dream meant and I found this site and they have a dream dictionary and this is what I've come up with:
To see snow in your dream, signifies your inhibitions, repressed/unexpressed emotions and feelings of frigidity. You need to release and express these emotions and inhibitions. You may also be feeling indifferent, alone and neglected. If the snow is melting then it suggests that you are acknowledging and releasing those emotions you have repressed. You are overcoming your fears and obstacles.
To see dirty snow in your dream, refers to a loss in innocence, impurity and uncleanness. Some aspect of yourself or situation has been tainted.
To dream that you are watching the snow fall, represents a clean start and a fresh, new perspective. It is indicative of spiritual peace and tranquility.
To dream that you are playing in the snow, indicates that you need to set some time for fun and relaxation.
To dream that you find something in the snow, suggests that you are exploring and accessing your unused potential, abilities, and talents. You have uncovered some
hidden talent and ability within yourself. It may also indicate forgiving yourself or others.

I highlighted what I remember was going on in my dream.

To see tomatoes in your dream, symbolizes domestic happiness and harmony.
To dream that you are eating tomatoes, foretells of good health.

To dream that something is rotten, suggests that you are wasting away your potential. You have failed to make use of the opportunities that have come your way
To dream that food has spoiled, indicates that you are not taking care of your emotional needs.
Picture (I added this one because I was taking pictures of the snow while and after it was falling)
To see a picture in your dream, symbolizes a mental imprint that remains persistent in your mind. There may be permanence in your actions. Also consider the pun on "picture this" or "seeing the big picture" in a situation.
To dream that you are hanging a picture, represents acceptance or acknowledgement of the image that is depicted in the picture. You have come to an understanding or compromise regarding a situation.
To dream that you are taking a picture, suggests that you need to get a good understanding and gain more information on some issue. You need to focus more attention to some situation or relationship. Perhaps you feel that you need to recapture some past moments in a relationship.
To see a black and white picture in your dream, indicates that you need to consider opposing views/values. Alternatively, it may denote you need to add more color and pizazz to you life.
To see a blurry picture in your dream, suggests that your memory of the depicted event, incident, or people, is fading. Perhaps you need to let go of the past and stop holding on to what was and concentrate on what is. On the other hand, you are attempting to disguise a situation and refusing to see it as it really is. You need to learn acceptance.

To see your husband in your dream, signifies your relationship with your husband and the unconscious feelings you have towards him

To see a man in your dream, denotes the masculine aspect of yourself - the side that is assertive, rational, aggressive, and/or competitive. If the man is known to you, then the dream may reflect you feelings and concerns you have about him.
If you are a woman and dream that you are in the arms of a man, suggests that you are accepting and welcoming your stronger assertive personality . It may also highlight your desires to be in a relationship and your image of the ideal man.
To see an old man in your dream, represents wisdom or forgiveness.

OK so I think that is about all the main parts of my dream that I remember. I remember it snowing as the was the major thing about my dream. So according to this site I'm feeling alone, indifferent and neglected and have some inner emotions/inhibitions that need released. I may have domestic happiness and harmony but then again the tomatoes were bad so I guess there is something in the domestic area of my life that I need to start taking care of. A man, I think my husband, was in my dream. I feel like it was my husband, but am not sure because I remember talking to a man, but can't recall if it was my husband but that seems right. So maybe my dream is telling my that I need to work on the relationship with my husband and that it has to do with a domestic issue.
Well right before going to sleep last night I was upset because of all this house buying crap. I was and still feeling really discouraged and starting to lose interest in the whole damn thing. I was telling my husband that I did not know why we were going to talk to another lender and look at another house this week because we are not going to be able to get it. I told him we might was well face it and that we will never own a house. Basically my feelings are/were if we haven't gotten one by now we are not going to get one. I know this seems kinda extreme but it all sucks. If we do somehow accidentally end up getting a home then it will be great. But if this house doesn't work out then I'm not looking again, I'm not getting my hopes up again just to have them thrown down and stomped upon. Actually I'm not getting my hopes up on this house. I'm agreeing to go and look at it because we've already scheduled but I'm going look at it like you would look at a strangers house not a potential home. Because I know that we are not meant to be homeowners, it's becoming very obvious since we have yet to get one. We've been looking for going on 4 months now, I know some people look longer, but the market is saturated at the moment now, there are homes for sale that are reasonably priced everywhere. We were just stupid when we were younger so now we have bad credit. So because of that we will never be homeowners because I don't think you can ever get over the bad credit issue, no matter what lenders may say. And now I think I'll end there 'cause I'm upsetting myself again but it feels good to get this out and see my feeling wrote down. Sucks but so does life, right.

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